Greetings! O Long Suffering Fl*st

[sasha_dragon]

Friends, Romans, Fl*ters lend me your ears....please feel free to ignore this wibble!  I'm just in the mood to vent my spleen, and it's my journal and I'll babble if I want to!

Ok musie and I are engaged in a battle to the death, two falls, two submissions, and the last one to grab hold of Jensen wins.  Well I'm writing again....chapter 5 of Acolyte0301 to be precise, I decided that was it time to stop faffing and really stay in one place.  so sadly what that means is this year's spn gen Big Bang has bit the big one.  But never fear that whole Supernatural meets Die Hard will be written, hell even if it ends up being done for next year's Big Bang (I have every faith it will be back).

My other half written stories will be finished it due course, but I refuse to stress over it, remember I'm here to have fun right?

Then of course just as me and musie had just gotten back on speaking terms I dropped by spnstoryfinders, and there was a request and lo and behold someone reconmmended Hell Is Other People!  I was pleased and then had a reality check when I spotted the words good fic even though 'the writing is a bit shaky'.  And yup there went musie straight back under the bed!

So I sat starring at the wall, overdosing on some of the best fic out there, and generally pouting, sulking and feeling sorry for myself.  Then it struck me, they were right, the writing is bloody shaky and in other places it's merely crap.  Now I can let it get me down, I can give up and just read the vastly more taleneted writers out there, or I can stop frigging whinning and start hitting the key board again.

So with that in mind I promptly signed up for the spn_reversebang, this is just a warning to any artists on my fl*st, you could be the poor unfortunate that gets stuck with me.  If that doesn't put you off signing up, then you really are made of strong stuff.

But back to my scribbles, the latest piece of crud sorry chap 5 of Acoylte is only 7,800 words long, and has bugger all to do with the main plot! I have managed to get some plot in there. I could just scrap the lot and have Jensen have a great night at the club dancing to escape his troubles, or I could stick with the angst fest I have written *sigh* (I mean I started the damn thing last year, I should be able to come up with something fresh by now right?)

The only bright spot is I now have inspiration for the plot, and I would like to thank Person Of Interest for that!  it's helped me see a way out of the plot hole I'd dug myself into.

Right wibble over, I'll let you good, kind folks get back to your lives and leave me staring moodily into a corner, while trying to figure out what to do with the unholy steaming mess I've got on my hands.